In my last days in uniform, Antar would accompany me wherever I go. He would sleep next to me in my guard shifts and wake me up if I fell asleep. He was a scary one year old to many, a deep loving dog to few of us.
The Dog Sat Where We Parted
2018-2020
A PERSONAL project of my one year long path through
service in Egypt. I had to do it. Army service is
obligatory for all eligible men here. I could not travel or work
unless I do my time.
Apart from endless guarding hours, miles of walks everyday,
caring for the ill and tending for the wounded as a doctor, I
spent my year of service on a trail around the country. I spent
most of it in solitude. Suddenly, my aspirations, dreams,
feardoms, even my haircut looked just like everyone else’s. It
was one of the greatest challenges in my life; to be stripped
away of my indiviuality, to submit and to find comfort in a
stranger’s company who looked and dressed just like me.
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I have been marooned.
I have been taught to obey. To follow orders
I have been rediculed
made fun of
beaten
thrown in jail
I caught a geko
I raised three dogs
I heard a snake but never saw it
I cried
a lot
I grew plants. I watered them everyday. Sometimes every other day.
I don’t have a name tag. I’m a soldier. Dressed as a soldier. Referred to as a soldier.
I saw the last lunar eclipse in awe. It was once in a lifetime. I saw the eclipsed moon and our milky way. Together.
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I shaved my head like everyone else.
We wore camouflaged skin that appealed to sand.
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You get us the ration this time. Tell them you’re a doctor.
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There we sat. We listened to radio waves and cosmic noise. Waleed knows how to work the radio in remote places
There was sat in the scorching heat
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A jerboa came to me soon after sunset. I
could barely see. I knew what it was.
I would always see it from a distance but never so close.
You would know a jumping jerboa if you gaze long
enough into the desert.
It let me pet it.
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This blessed land
This mountain on which
you
stand guard
that was ours before
you collect sand
While I collect stones
To say I have been here
when my uncles ask
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It grew to the confines of my gun. It fell off its nest and stayed with me for two days. I heard it sing and fly away when I was asleep.
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Abdul Nasser said he wanted to travel after he’s done
with the service. Hiro said he will start a business in
Libya with his uncle.
“Is there any Libya left?”
I will take a break after all of this is over.
Saeed told me he will take the boat to Italy.
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Antar: An Arab knight whose solemn sword shines as much as his poetry. Whose horse reaches for both the weak and his lover.
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We promised each other we would keep in touch afer our
service is over, like egrets on the banks of a Nile.
We were reminded of how our homes smelled like. How we found friends in
strangers.
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What remained was a signed photograph and a long
grass that hasn’t been cut.
One photograph of peers
and a print of a tree that was once half a meter tall.
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